So lately I’ve been in a funk. I’ve decided not to fluff it and fake the funk on here. It is what it is and I’ve been in a funk the past few weeks. I guess this is what some people would call a quarter life crisis…hmm not really sure. Lately I’ve been so confused and feeling like I’ve failed for some reason.
The holidays were nothing short of amazing and I enjoyed spending lots of time with our families. It was great and it’s all Brooklyn’s first holidays so that made everything all the more special. I digress. Let’s get back to the topic at hand here.
So much has been on my mind lately from what my goals are for this year (2016) to figuring out what my purpose is and what career path I should follow to fit my passion or purpose into that. It seems like I should have way more of my life together at this point, much more accomplished but I just simply don’t. Maybe I’m not giving myself enough credit for the things I’ve accomplished thus far. I’ve graduated from college, earned my bachelors, have an awesome family of my own..where I get to stay at home and take care of my beautiful daughter with no hassles (new job didn’t work out but that’s another post) I’m also working on my MBA (online). I mentor in my free time as well. It all sounds great but something is causing me to feel…unfulfilled.
This about sums up how my days have been for the most part. I have faith that things will get better for me, they always do. I just needed to get this post out of my head and onto virtual paper. Good night folks.